xuann

2009-07-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

i guess its just a trend that i'm making up.
blog after major exam?
yeah.the next time i post will be after prelims. =)
mye was bad.really bad.
i shall not elaborate further.but yah. im disappointed.

had lunch at lavender with karlok,zhonghoau,grace and sinying.
we went k after that without chan karlok. he claims that he has to attend this very very important wedding dinner. please...he's not even the best man. nvm. it was a BLAST still!. haha. *currently no voice* 4 hours plus! what do you think?!
will upload pictures later when grace put it up on fb.
ohhya. karlok is going back this monday.
i was hoping he can stay longer. to be my driver. =X
but it was nice having him around. do come back often bro!

i was just thinking about me going america next year.if possible.
my grades have to be at least Cs to enter into UC Berkeley.
i really cant wait to leave here.NO. not beacause of alevels. its because of this f-ing cambridge system that i want to get rid asap.
jephtath. please dont be upset. i will still love you.! <3 give you reassurance yah! muacks.
of course i will miss all my friends here.
but i will be back one year once.! hehe.

this may sound disgusting and weird.
i think i recognise toilet bowls.
like in my own malaysia house. i will be able to shit easier.
haha. maybe i just love my house!. not to mention, i will be pretty homesick too!

harry potter will be my last movie. although i heard alot of critics.
k with my darlings is also my last time.
less outings with my dear jephtath. cos we will be hugging our books.
"renounce all your worldly pleasures"-mr yeo
i'm going to be a nun!

WHY BOTHER?!

2009-04-03T09:12:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOD!.

shocking results.
till now...i still cant believe i got these grades.
chem u.maths u.econs u.gp u.gsc e.
straight u's for h2.
what an achievement.

broke up with him few days ago.
there's no point carrying on.
no TEXT. no CALLS.
basically, he's just not that into you
MOVE ON GIRL.
its over.

from now on, live for yourself.
do well in 'a's and ure going to california in one and a half year's time.
cant wait to leave here.
as i always believe, the grass is always greener on the other side.!

2009-03-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

I can feel the raindrops
slowly falling
and they calling for
they keep calling for
my knight in shining armour
come and save me
cause im drowning in pain

ive been hurt
by his mistakes
so come and take me away
i put him first
i thought he'd stay
but he couldn't weather the storm
so he left me the rain

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
and all thats left are these empty frames
all thats left are these empty...

can you hear these teardrops
in my pillow?
they keep falling cause
i kept falling for your dozen thorny roses
now im bleeding
and im lonely again

now im hurt
it's my mistake
i should have known right away
i put him first
i thought he'd stay
but he couldn't weather the storm
so he left me the rain

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
long after the smiles all fade away
all this endless pain
all this empty space

sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
over time, pictures fade

and all thats left are these empty frames

empty frames
NE-YO

less pain
less thoughts
more studies.
need to get back to sg asap!

2009-02-25T04:36:00.000-08:00

Yami Yogurt is my saviour!. <3

2009-02-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

Simple Plan
your love is a lie

don't come back.
leave like how you leave me five years ago.
with the same old stupid reason i dont care.
just dont come back.

the no-excuses truth to understanding guys

2009-02-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

this show is AWESOME!

rachelle and carina. you guys are soo gonna regret for not watching this show.
planning to go home early.
but then...
zengying: i'm watching a movie today.
xuann: ohya! i wanted to watch he's just not that into you.
zengying: i'm watching that with my friend.
xuann: ohgod.
beat and xuann: let's watch a movie too! =)

LOVE fridays.

2009-02-17T06:13:00.000-08:00

studying.studying.studying.
give me a break.

2009-02-14T08:49:00.000-08:00

i guess its just a dream.

please dont wake me up.
i beg you.

girlfriends, happy v day.

2009-02-02T02:57:00.000-08:00

stop eating bahk gua.

stop thinking too muchh.

stop being a pessimist.

stop liking him?!

2009-01-24T01:16:00.000-08:00

on 220109, i've made my decision.
im not supposed to regret.
but regret is unavoidable, isnt it?

2009-01-21T06:39:00.001-08:00

i will remember this day for my whole entire life! i will. =X

210109

2009-01-15T05:26:00.000-08:00

im back to school. 4th day.
surprised that im actually settled down.
before i know it, J2 is going to end.
keep telling myself that.
its some sort of my new therapy.

there's only one word to comment on my schedule for this year.
HECTIC.
but still, i will complete x0 x0 gossip girl S2. =X

carina and i were talking about birthdays.
and both of us realised sth.
::we will be celebrating with our books::
:::on our EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY:::
@@YTHGV(*BJYD!!!!

2009-01-06T05:23:00.000-08:00

hey~!
my first post of the year!
HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!
its soon CHINESE new year anyways.

im a good girl at the start of the year.
stayed at home pretty often.
been mum's and daddy's good little girl.
offered to help out in my grandma's house.although she did not appreciate it.
ohh! went out with my childhood girlfriends to watch yes man.love them.

things still get a little out of control sometimes.
i leave to god to fix it.
and then be the happy me.

obsessed with xoxo gossip girl lately.
still obsessing....

2008-12-28T06:49:00.000-08:00

i have revived my friendster.
its alive.for now.

two days ago,i went to my cousin's son full month party.
my status is now aunty for that little baby boy, marcus.
UPGRADED. =)

two days later will be a brand new year.
a new year, a new resolution.
do well in my 'a's? (yah right)
wish to get out of jc life asap? (maybe)
2009, see you in two days.

pretty soon, most of us will be stepping into the working world.
dont shock your boss by giving him or her this form...happy reading!

Name: Ah Meng
Age: Still young
Sex: Never. Still under age
Religion: I only have experience praying my cat who dead 2 years before
Race: I love to race, how you know?
Nationality: I don't like National, I prefer Sanyo
IC Number: 6735
Telephone number: House no telephone
Hand phone number: 3310
Address: Penang Jelutong
City : Nor Haliza?
Postcode: I never post anything
State: In my family, I am 2^nd
Country: I love to travel to Canada
Marriage status: Secret
Email Address: Hotmail
Education Background: My teacher said not bad
Working experience: Last time got sell pirated VCD
Father's name: Daddy
Father's IC: You ask him
Mother's name: Mummy
Mother's IC: You ask her
Current Salary: Depends on my daddy mood
Expected Salary: As much as you can pay
When can start work: Depends on my mood
Highest qualification: Ya, very high
Grade: Ya, very high
College/University: College
Signature: Can I use chop?

Good Luck to this company! =)

2008-12-23T03:22:00.000-08:00

busy for two weeks.
learnt a lot of stuff.

metro sif is really fun!
met new friends and realised that being in pj isnt really that bad after all.

didnt really go into drama for months.dont be surprised, hj! =P
now just started watching miss no good.
laugh alot. =D
but then i have to start work real soon. no more drama.no more food. only work! (i think i can do it. =X)

xmas is just two days away!
merry merry xmas peeps!

xmas is all about sharing and giving.
so peeps, share something with your loved ones this xmas!

2008-12-11T06:31:00.000-08:00

bad stuff do tagg along with good stuff, isnt it?
just when you feel everything's right....perfect...
everything went wrong.
bullshit.

i wish to get myself drunk right now.

2008-11-22T07:10:00.000-08:00

love taking shoes shot!

dragonboats!

siang and gor 's boat!

grace.xuann.sinying

come on! it's me!!one.two.three!

was out with MY BE STIES! zh's competition was today. he waited this day as if he is waiting for his wedding day.hard work does paid off, isn't it? thay did well! beaten NYP and NP with only 18 participants.and won lst in one of the heats. congrats! tomorrow's finals! so jiayou jiayou jiayou! =D

slept less than 4 hrs. half dead. Nights people~

2008-11-21T07:37:00.000-08:00

a day to be remembered!

21/11/2008

xuann is so close with the oil! really close.
i love the oil suddenly....omg!

my first ever popiah! =) but fail. =(
[the meat is not cooked. =P]

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

I Will Be- Avril Lavigne
nice song hmm?

im supposed to be mugging. real hard.

2008-11-11T09:02:00.000-08:00

Someday everything will make perfect sense.
So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears,
and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

2008-11-11T03:13:00.000-08:00

11th of November...
everything seems to slow down...
i wish i wish...time just flies like nobody's business.
=)

10th of November
went k with emily. felt abit better. hahaha. thanks.

8th & 9th of November
4 words can just mean so much you know?
ok. i shall stop thinking about it.

7th of November
08S10 outing. SENTOSA. =D

xuann.xinpeiyuhui.xuann

08s10....guys.
xuann <3night view of sentosa. pretty pretty.

6th of November
Result's out. i did not retain.
unexpected.
pissed with the criteria to promote.

2008-11-03T05:40:00.000-08:00

Basically, OP IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!! YAYY!!
it was pretty good! thanks darlings!!! AND OF COURSE MR KOHH!! LOVES!

the daYS i left in 08s10 is pretty short? two more days?
i gonna miss each and everyone of you.!! =D

my family photo ruined my ying. =(

LAME!

went HSM 3 just now with ying, ying's friend-nick, emily,yuhui and julius. not bad. one of the best i think. =)
wasnt in a great mood today.ate alot of popcorn.chicken.wedges to ease my anger. but it doesn't help. =(

2008-11-02T06:35:00.000-08:00

1036. just got home. exhausted.

but i will miss these days.
days that we spend together.
days that we have internal conflicts.
days that we have lots of laughter and sorrows.

i will remember...
yingxin. the girl who said to have no personality but she has it all.our group leader.as well as my lover.
yuhui. behaves like a teacher/mum in our group. good speaker and will help julius to cut down all his err and erm easily.
julius. think-a-alot person. but good for our group.can be funny at times but can be very kan-chiong too.
paul.a very annoying guy who always irritates me.other than that, he's fine. a technical guy who helps our group in designing the portal and filming the video.
emily. good speaker too. birthday girl today yahh. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

this is how i met my new friends. we've been through this piece of shit (pw). and tomorrow, everything is gonna come to an end.

happy that it's all over. but really sad when i realised that's our last connection. cause im going to retain i think.

i love you guys. you made my life much happier in PJC. and of course not forgetting mark. thank you too! =)

2008-10-30T09:46:00.000-07:00

i chat with KARLOK!!!
it's been ages since we talk...
yes. i miss him and i do love him! =)

he's coming back on the 20th! YAY!
YOU BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE DEAR!!

ohya! guoxi. remember what you promise me. =D

HAPPY for the rest of the week!!!! THANKS!!!

P.S. I LOVE YOU "FOUR" DEAR! =P

2008-10-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

alevel chinese is like tomorrow?~! and yet i don't feel anything. my mind is too flooded with op.
nvm. cause after 3rd, im free like a bird!! hahaha.

"thank you for being you." hehe. TOUCHED!~ really TOUCHED! thanks! hahaha. =D

and to GOR.! jiayous for your trainings!. we will meet up real soon....i guess?! work hard! AZA AZA fighting! =) you got your mei's full support!

to yuhui: take care of yourself. and and and your laptop thing. can repair?? maybe you can save it! =)

to julius: congrats for your basketball matchh! work doubly hard next time!! =)

to yingxin: ok. i will stop calling you lover. but but you're still mine! omgg. SOUNDS SO WRONGG AGAIN!! =P

to paul: stop being annoying can?? hahaha. other than that, ure pretty pleasant. hehe.

let's work hard for PW yahh! JIAYOUS! =D

nervous.tensed. scared.worried. omgg.this will nv stop.

CIAO!

2008-10-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

result's out. im going to retain. i think so. 6th of november. everything will be finalized.
funny thing is i don't have much reaction. too calm....

2008-10-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

yes.
i am blur.
i am careless.
even though you're my kin. when i see you, i get really tensed up...

in front of you, i am even more careless and blur.
do you know that?

sometimes, i still think that the way you treat me and the way you treat her is way too different.
do you know that?

fine. i know that you don't know. cause you still hurt me like you always do.

2008-10-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUANN! =)

my birthday ended peacefully. i guess? hahaha.

today was really not according to my plan. really. what i plan was.... to rot at home and watch my drama.

then it turn out that i called emily and went out with her and qing to kbox. random but yahh. =)

qing.xuann

emily.xuann.qing

and surprise surprise. who came along? lim zhong hoau. we went out for a while. simply love him cause he made my day even better. thanks bro!

LIM ZHONG HOAU: LOOK HERE!!
you still have four more days.oops its past twelve. so officially, you only have three more days! or else you are not forgiven! =P

Found some interesting stuff in taka.

xuann.she has a RED heart!

this looks like zhonghoau right? when i see it, i knew its him! =P

qing trying to be a sweet little rabbit but fail. [because she's a pirate!] oops.

emily trying her best to look evil.hehe.

don't they look familiar? it is julius and yuhui....30 years later... =)

roy,siang,haojie,meixin,sinying mama,jieling,emily,yonghao,ah leong,mark,yingxin,rashidah,zhonghoau bro,poixin,paul,louisa,purnima,guoxi,amanda,jenn,yuhui mama,cuixin,jaykay,bahk bahk,wanshan,grace,carina,rachelle,sheryl,sing ee,jonathan tee,eric,miss lim, yeu shiuan

thanks for the wishes! i appreciate it alot! stay happy and healthy my loves! i hope i did not miss out anyone.=X

okayy...i have something to tell everyone.

yeahh...haha. i mean for now.FOR NOW, i finally give up dieting. maybe i will start on a diet again. who knows? =D

P.S. haojie. he remembers. she forgot.

2008-10-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

hihi people. guess what?! i have two really really bad days.
but how lucky i am, there's always good things hidden inside. =)

YES! i watched connected!!!!!!like finally?? hahaha. it was really good but the ending hmm... can be even better?~

16th Oct, Thursday, got chased by teacher for ponning lecture (i mean really CHASE.cause we ran after we see her. =X), pw....even worse. i got stage fright?! i don't know...

however, i got my surprise! from peacock. =) never expected that coming. but next time you want someone to convince me to the venue, make sure that friend of yours will ask his girlfriend to carry heavy stuff arr?? hahaha. that goes the surprise...

i love it! thanks alot!! =D

and thanks alot for the balloons, rachelle and old woman! although, i know old woman doesn't want to give me the balloon. =X

counting down.... TWO MORE DAYS! =)

2008-10-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

i met JENN finally. Six whole freaking months. i missed her. =) DO WELL FOR YOUR 'O's !! jiayous!

my lover did not come to school today~! i wish she came. lots of things to tell her. other than i love you?! hahaha.

went out with yuhui mama, julius papa, mark =P and emily to ajisen. and to let papa and mama know, especially papa. ajisen is not my second home. so it's not counted k? hahaha.
ohya. forcing your daughter to eat is not good too. =P

was not a good day for me though. pretty emo. maybe i should stop thinking about it right?
or else you will start saying," everything's gonna be alright." and and and i met someone. =X

P.S. i should have taken the 20 bucks from papa. hehe. =D

2008-10-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

its been a really long time since i blog. hahaha.
im really busy and damn exhausted to even blog.

I WANT TO WATCH CONNECTED!!!
yahh.... third time. today is the freaking third time i cant watch that show.damn irritating.
nvm. i know that i will watch it one day. i will. =)

hectic week. happening happening week.
fell down on the 3rd of oct. hurt my ankle. but its okay. cause i fell in a way that i like the most! LOLS!

4th of Oct
went cold rock in holland v for pw. their icecream is really good! hahaha. i mixed vanilla with ferrero rocher. and i got nice wallpapers for my phone too! =D [i will post these pics some other day.]

after that day, we are chionging our pw in school. finally, on fri, 10th of oct. we pass up our final wr. overjoyed plus satisfied!
oh! and and and my friends! thanks loads for that surprise! it comes too sudden! but i have been wanting that kenzo perfume since..... i dont want to mention. yuhui mama, julius papa, my lover!!, emily. A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!

alot of crazy things happened last two weeks.
but thank you for companying me on sat n today. =) you cheer me up.alot. =)

AND TO ALL MY DEAR DEAR FRIENDS, MY PROMOTION RESULTS ARE NOT OUT YET! NO WORRIES GUYS, I WILL LET YOU KNOW! =) LOVES!

ciao!

2008-10-01T07:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY TAM WAN YI!

went to facial with my mum. OUCH! painful. =( bought some dvds after that.

touched by this movie....

Humming

Synopsis

Jun-seo is tired of the relationship he is in with Mi-yeon. But one day she is in an accident and falls into a coma. Then, unbelievably Mi-yeon visits him the next day just like any other ordinary day. He starts searching for other traces of Mi-yeon and realizes how much he loved her. Will he discover the love he has never realized, which has always existed close by him?

"Live today as if it's your last day"-Humming

Tomorrow IHG! Sian. DONT WANT TO GO SCHOOL. but i know...i have to go.

2008-10-01T07:25:00.001-07:00

was deleting my mails and saw some interesting stuff.again.it was from ah bahk.

I guess.... this kind of situation only applies in the last century?! hahaha. zhonghoau should know what im talking about. =)

2008-09-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

this is the first time in the year 2008- i went to kbox. after nine months of torture. hahaha.

xuann.emily

thanks loads for cheering me up. and im sorry.

yesterday i was with dajie and jiang ling. what a job orientation! now they are pestering me to go back for their training courses.nice.

xuann wants job! cause she needs money! hahaha.

Selamat Hari Raya!

2008-09-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

DADDY'S BACK!!! I love and miss him! =)

ignorance mean raged emotional arrogant lonely hope ugly ridiculous touched.

2008-09-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

感情的事只做朋友的是没有发言权的。

This is what i learn today....

2008-09-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

it's ALL over! =)
its time to party!!! hahaha.

i wont post much for today. because my fun starts tomorrow! =D

"You rush to set me free..."

Have a wonderful weekend peeps!

2008-09-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

don't watch disaster movie. i said DON'T watch.
cause it's horrible and stupid. hahaha.

yeah. went to cineleisure orchard. shop shop eat eat. =)

strawberry ice kacang

jelly belly

emily.xuann

oops.jus realised that i haven start studying gsc.

ciaos!

2008-09-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

finally~
its over.
hahahha.
chem and chinese was yesterday. today, math. no comments for any of these subjects. you all should got what i meant. =)

went to bugis after math paper. guess who i saw? da jie! haha. i have been wanting to see her for ages! YES. she has grown much thinner. or is it the same? she kept insisting that she has grown fatter. she's thinking too muchh.

what i ate today?
-tako pochi
-tori Q
-sweet talk's strawberry tango.! NICE!

zhonghoau.xuann.emily

xuann.emily

emily.xuann.zhonghoau

realised that i love taking photos at the mrt station.hahaha.but its nice, so who cares? =D

Angel to you.Devil to me.

Nights!

2008-09-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

econs for today was ok. most imptly, i did my best. =)
easily-contented xuann. =D

wad i said in the earlier post is a plan AFTER promos.thanks to mr lim zhong hoau.
so plan B. this is for wed or mayb thurs.

DISASTER MOVIE!

i need to destress! so i guess this is the best medicine!

zhonghoau.xuann.emily

went to my favourite place after studying. today no stars. but he made us laugh like mad!

luck to gor who is having his dragonboat stuff tml.
luck to 08S10 for tml's chemistry and mother tongue paper.
lucks to everyone!!

2008-09-21T00:34:00.000-07:00

okayy. let me post first then i will get back to market failure.

i have alot of plans after promos!! oops. one of them is not really after promos.is after my second last paper.

Sneak Preview....

Katong Laksa

Gobi Desserts

Obolo's Cakes

emily, zhonghoau and i were talking about it last night. after zh's training and of course after our math paper, we will go on a eating spree!!

15 hours to econs paper.
JIAYOUS XUANN!

PEEPS!! PRAY HARDER!!! hahaha.

Have fun studying econs, 08S10!! =D

2008-09-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

dad's flying off again.this time to china.for a whole damn week.
although my b'day is not that near, can i be greedy to make my first wish first?
i wish i wish that i can spend more time with my dad.i really wish...

P.S. Congrats to my dear friend, haojie! He got an invitation to a diploma plus programme! i don't know what the hell is that but it cheers me up a little! So.....haojie, go for it! JOY.

My mood is so orange-ing today.so orange color it is.

2008-09-19T06:03:00.000-07:00

define lucky.

according to dictionary.com, lucky is defined as having or marked by good luck.

i wish i can be marked by good luck. =D

having econs this coming monday.
PRAY HARD FOR ME PEEPS!

"Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again."- Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat [Lucky] =)

2008-09-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

PEEPS! i have updated my blog... HAHA.

today, 18th September, my lucky day of the month. Not exactly lucky for this month. Firstly, i screwed up my gp exam. its about consumer culture. wadever! like what emily said, i can see a U coming. Secondly, i had a bad flu since yesterday? i suspect zhonghoau has this special way to pass his illness through phone. its ridiculous bt yahh. anyways bro, please do take care of yourself!! =D you should know that you cannot fall sick. see? am i sway??!!

went out with zhonghoau, purni and emily to subway. im a subway brat! yay! =) then yuhui and julius join us. have lots of fun in subway. it's like one of our chill chill day. i wish yingy was there too...

emily.xuann

ring ring....
xuann: hello. is purni there??
purni: yes speaking. LOLS!

zhonghoau, purni and i went to wdl after that. two purpose. one: to see xinjie and two: to give mr ong his belated teacher's day present. xinjie has changed. great to see those changes. hope that when i see him the next time round, he can be much more sensible. =D

okayy...let's trace back.

15th september.

LBL not in school that day. the guys were playing with this mask.

Louisa made this bubble for me!! =) and i have always wanted to post my pencilbox pic up! hahas. nice right?

It's huge actually. but thanks to julius, it's all ruined! =(

emily sin, that naughty girl was sent to the hospital again. through ambulance. and i was telling my girlfriends that this is my first time sending a person up an ambulance happily. badd but yahh. =P she was okay after that. we went NUH to fetch her. i had kueh pie ti at the kopitiam! DAMN NICE! hahas.

16th and 17th september

i know it's my fault. but i treasure this friendship alot. hope everything goes back to normal.
miss those days.

back to 18th september

omgg. i din know he knows me that well!!! haha. i was scaring zhonghoau just now. i told him that i have not reach home yet. not me exactly. is qing. hehe. but he din "shang dang". what the bleahh!!!

2008-09-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

1.15am. cant sleep again. exam stress. =(

went out to see Doctor Loo this morning and had lunch with dad. this is the first time, xuann is having lunch with her daddy.after one month? not pretty sure. i treasure every moment when i was with him. =D

qing's lip is bleeding. not enough water lahh. xuann still mugg in the car k?hahaha. horrible jam that's why.

like purni, im obssessed with this is me.Jordin Spark's this is my now took over that song immediately after i heard it. =) LOVES!

"I am made of more than my yesterdays. "

2008-09-12T08:00:00.000-07:00

just got home. drained.pissed.

I intentionally
H hating
A assholes
T truthfully
E encouraging
Y your
O obvious
U unpopularity

going jc is like going to a bitching academy. you have to master it. =)

i belonged in this happening happening class. 08s10. but i love it. at least i do have something that i can remember after i leave this horrible life.

For lunch, i was with emily, yuhui and julius at Jack's Place. ate steak and chicken combo. not badd. =) listening to 987fm as usual for night study. just learnt a new abbreviation :

POS : Parent over shoulder. guess will use it often. =D

6 more days to promos.

retain-ing / promot-ing
xuann...which -ing will you end up in?

P.S. xuann-haojie: thats why i say, guys won't accept it. true of what you said. but imo, generally guys are like that. =P i do believe in miracles. and of course, i won't just sit and wait for miracles to knock onto my door. =D

2008-09-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

xuann is blur.really blur.not a great liar and thinks that in chem, there's such thing as"sodiumnolic". nvm. it's just for today. (comforting herself again.as usual.)

LBL isnt here today. JOY! me, yingy, archa, kaiwen, hiro, xinpei, louisa and beat were playing indian poker, cheat and heart attack. seriously, i miss these games and i felt that the stress has gone down a little. CHEAT was the worst. They really own me lahH! don't know why, cant lie properly or is it blurness took over and start playing funny things in the game.

after econs, stress level suddenly shot up. i realised that i have to revise alot of stuff and promos is just seven days away. usual-stressedup xuann is up again. he's trying to push it down but fail.

was going through RX tutorial during chem. yingy was asking whether the ethanol can be replaced by sodium hydroxide. mdmgoh said that it was fine. then i thought of ethanol (ethanolic) so sodium hydroxide (sodiumnolic) lohh. wad a "great" joke.
conclusion: think before you talk.

i was reading reader's digest and this article caught my attention.

10 bad things that are good for you

1. Listening to loud music
2. Texting, not talking
3. Pounding the pavements
4. Being a Bit overweight
5. Full fat dairy
6. Caffeine
7. Booze
8. Computer games
9. Sugary soft drinks
10. Being a working mum

Go read up more... =) [Sept Issue]

"i must admit you brought religion into my life....
i never believed in hell until i met you."

hahaha.

P.S. Lau Guo Xi should think that the below post "The problem with Guys..." is totally true. =P

2008-09-10T08:11:00.000-07:00

okay.i have to amend what i said earlier. skipping WAS NOT fun. it is painful. all the aches. thanks man. from my back all the way to the legs. zhonghoau said " Imagine: wanxuan goes dragonboat training for just a day, i don't think she can get out of her bed after that." but who knows? maybe i can just perservere. hehe. =) (g)

i was checking and deleting mails during pw lesson. and there's this emaill which is soooo true!

The problems with GUYS :

If u TREAT him nicely, he says
u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don't , he says u are
PROUD .

If u DRESS Nicely , he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't , he says u are from VILLAGE .

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN ;
If u keep QUIET , he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE ;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT .

If u don't L ove him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do !! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM , he says u are TROUBLESOME ;If u don't , he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED ;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE , u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES , he is GENTLEMAN ...

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK ;
If he does WELL , it's BRAINS .

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL ;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE !!
& sooo hard to please !!!!!

guys won't accept it but its true!. HAHA!

ate lunch with zh at Fish & Co.before that, i went to find my froggy at jurong entertainment centre. OHYA, i just rmb. Lexson Lim Zhong Hoau still owes me icecream. i should have get one today! im starting to have cravings for icecream again. =( (l) bad timing.

2008-09-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

"people do crazy things when they are in love"-beatrice

i realised that every single day, i will just have a small little quote from somewhere. interesting.
=) (s)

had my chem mock test today. i will still fail as per normal but but but i fully understand what the questions wants! easily-contented xuann, when can you be more demanding?
pe was pretty fun today(skipping). huimin and cheryl were damn pro at getting the rhythm of the skipping rope. and the swinging part too.

i did not know that subway's meatball was that nice! i soo gonna abandon cold-cut and start eating meatballs from now on. sorry cold-cut! =( (aq)went with emily, beat, xinpei, kaiwen and paul today. and that PAUL kept calling me malaysian turtle. EXCUSE ME! i don't look like one can?

08s10! JIAYOUS for promos! <3

2008-09-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

heard from 987fm:

"a way to remember your girlfriend's birthday is to forget it once."

its kind of true. =) emily should knw.

yingxin and i were pretty bored during chinese lesson today(as usual). so we start playing sudoku. JOY! i took one freaking hour to solve and hiro took like less than 45mins? and what's next?!

LOLS! ying....for the last time...YOU DID NOT OWN ME! =)

"That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another"

why am i so foolish?!!

Back to blogging again...

2008-09-07T03:43:00.000-07:00

Have no idea why i want to blog again. but yah. i am here once again. hope that i wont abandon this blog. =l too many things happen at once and i felt guilt kept haunting me. maybe that's the reason why i want to blog.

two more weeks to promos and what am i doing?!

xuann. it's time for you to wake up and be more realistic.

JIAYOUS! =)